Confess here

DETRoadster · 08-31-2020, 07:57 PM

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Originally Posted by cmyx6go

I'm sorry. Hold my beer -

Mom was in the hospital back in January, came home on 24 hour oxygen.
9 year relationship done.
16 year old niece diagnosed with Hodgkin's Lymphoma - She is ok now. Thank God.
As much as I love my house, I sold the house because I can't stand being there and to be closer to my parents. My dad was so excited I was moving back.
My dad passed away three weeks ago. I'm broken. He was my best friend.

Holy crap. Really sorry for all you're going through.

1MOREMOD · 08-31-2020, 10:30 PM

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Originally Posted by cmyx6go

I'm sorry. Hold my beer -

Mom was in the hospital back in January, came home on 24 hour oxygen.
9 year relationship done.
16 year old niece diagnosed with Hodgkin's Lymphoma - She is ok now. Thank God.
As much as I love my house, I sold the house because I can't stand being there and to be closer to my parents. My dad was so excited I was moving back.
My dad passed away three weeks ago. I'm broken. He was my best friend.

You win. Sorry to hear.

Dang3r · 09-01-2020, 02:45 AM

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Originally Posted by cmyx6go

I'm sorry. Hold my beer -

Mom was in the hospital back in January, came home on 24 hour oxygen.
9 year relationship done.
16 year old niece diagnosed with Hodgkin's Lymphoma - She is ok now. Thank God.
As much as I love my house, I sold the house because I can't stand being there and to be closer to my parents. My dad was so excited I was moving back.
My dad passed away three weeks ago. I'm broken. He was my best friend.

Ugh, sorry to hear that, my thoughts are with you.

Turkish Pickle · 09-01-2020, 09:35 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by cmyx6go

I'm sorry. Hold my beer -

Mom was in the hospital back in January, came home on 24 hour oxygen.
9 year relationship done.
16 year old niece diagnosed with Hodgkin's Lymphoma - She is ok now. Thank God.
As much as I love my house, I sold the house because I can't stand being there and to be closer to my parents. My dad was so excited I was moving back.
My dad passed away three weeks ago. I'm broken. He was my best friend.

Sorry to hear that

Let us know if there's anything we can do.

King Rudi · 09-01-2020, 10:28 AM

I confess, I have completely lost all patience with stupid people. Ignorance is lack of understanding, I have no issues with these folk; I communicate on a level to where they are able to grasp concepts after. I speak of people who are so consumed with themselves that they become so oblivious to their surroundings and social status. End rant.

cmyx6go · 09-01-2020, 10:33 AM

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Originally Posted by King Rudi

I confess, I have completely lost all patience with stupid people. Ignorance is lack of understanding, I have no issues with these folk; I communicate on a level to where they are able to grasp concepts after. I speak of people who are so consumed with themselves that they become so oblivious to their surroundings and social status. End rant.

I
Hate
People

Carry on.

King Rudi · 09-01-2020, 10:40 AM

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Originally Posted by cmyx6go

I
Hate
People

Carry on.

......sadly, you and half of this board know of whom I speak of.

Hope you are well dear. Just grin and ride the storm, it will pass.

nyalpine90 · 09-01-2020, 10:46 AM

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Originally Posted by cmyx6go

I'm sorry. Hold my beer -

Mom was in the hospital back in January, came home on 24 hour oxygen.
9 year relationship done.
16 year old niece diagnosed with Hodgkin's Lymphoma - She is ok now. Thank God.
As much as I love my house, I sold the house because I can't stand being there and to be closer to my parents. My dad was so excited I was moving back.
My dad passed away three weeks ago. I'm broken. He was my best friend.

so sorry!
stay strong

CTinline-six · 09-01-2020, 11:00 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by cmyx6go

I'm sorry. Hold my beer -

Mom was in the hospital back in January, came home on 24 hour oxygen.
9 year relationship done.
16 year old niece diagnosed with Hodgkin's Lymphoma - She is ok now. Thank God.
As much as I love my house, I sold the house because I can't stand being there and to be closer to my parents. My dad was so excited I was moving back.
My dad passed away three weeks ago. I'm broken. He was my best friend.

I am so sorry, especially for your losses. I'm honestly speechless. That has to be some of the worst series of events in that short amount of time.

cmyx6go · 09-01-2020, 11:20 AM

Thanks for all the kind words everyone. I honestly feel like one of those people no one wants to ask "How are you?". It's been so fucked up, I stopped asking myself what else.

gjm120 · 09-01-2020, 12:44 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by cmyx6go

I'm sorry. Hold my beer -

Mom was in the hospital back in January, came home on 24 hour oxygen.
9 year relationship done.
16 year old niece diagnosed with Hodgkin's Lymphoma - She is ok now. Thank God.
As much as I love my house, I sold the house because I can't stand being there and to be closer to my parents. My dad was so excited I was moving back.
My dad passed away three weeks ago. I'm broken. He was my best friend.

Really sorry for you having all this bad luck. I've been financially hit b/c of the virus, but, your misfortunes puts it all into perspective.

cmyx6go · 09-01-2020, 12:49 PM

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Originally Posted by gjm120

Really sorry for you having all this bad luck. I've been financially hit b/c of the virus, but, your misfortunes puts it all into perspective.

Thank you. 2020 has been a bitch for everyone in one way or another. Didn't I hear about an asteroid or something hitting this year? And a full moon on Halloween.

King Rudi · 09-01-2020, 12:59 PM

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Originally Posted by cmyx6go

Thank you. 2020 has been a bitch for everyone in one way or another. Didn't I hear about an asteroid or something hitting this year? And a full moon on Halloween.

If I woke up tomorrow, with a house full of flying monkeys from The Wizard of Oz with flamethrowers, dancing the Lambada; I'm not sure that I'd even notice.

gjm120 · 09-01-2020, 01:04 PM

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Originally Posted by King Rudi

If I woke up tomorrow, with a house full of flying monkeys from The Wizard of Oz with flamethrowers, dancing the Lambada; I'm not sure that I'd even notice.

It might happen right after the locust swarm.

King Rudi · 09-01-2020, 02:22 PM

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Originally Posted by gjm120

It might happen right after the locust swarm.

Locusts are swarming???

Hadn't even noticed.

quick6 · 09-01-2020, 02:31 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by cmyx6go

I'm sorry. Hold my beer -

Mom was in the hospital back in January, came home on 24 hour oxygen.
9 year relationship done.
16 year old niece diagnosed with Hodgkin's Lymphoma - She is ok now. Thank God.
As much as I love my house, I sold the house because I can't stand being there and to be closer to my parents. My dad was so excited I was moving back.
My dad passed away three weeks ago. I'm broken. He was my best friend.

Quite sorry to read this last evening so had to circle back and express condolences for the passing of your dad, and best friend. Its not often we hear such high praise for the dad's and he must have been really special.What a shame and you've certainly carried more than your fair share of challenges this year. Hope things get better soon.
Bill

UncleWede · 09-01-2020, 04:14 PM

I wrote off the 12yo phone recorder that died over the weekend. Monday morning when my staff came in, he wanted to take a run at he broken HD.

I had ASSumed that one partition that wasn't opening up was the reserved reboot partition, not the C drive. So he ran a variation of checkdsk and restored the poor beast.

upstatedoc · 09-01-2020, 04:39 PM

Please dumb that down

King Rudi · 09-02-2020, 09:50 AM

Sometimes, I remove things that other people put in place, for no reason whatsoever. Other times I don't, when I should.

B Watts · 09-02-2020, 09:55 AM

I have no will to have a relationship with my parents. Some days I think I should try to forgive and forget but it's so hard, so I stick with my ways of not calling/texting or giving an effort to have them in my life.

cmyx6go · 09-02-2020, 10:05 AM

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Originally Posted by B Watts

I have no will to have a relationship with my parents. Some days I think I should try to forgive and forget but it's so hard, so I stick with my ways of not calling/texting or giving an effort to have them in my life.

You should rethink that. When the time comes they are no longer around, you may feel differently and regret not having contact.

cmyx6go · 09-02-2020, 10:09 AM

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Originally Posted by King Rudi

Sometimes, I remove things that other people put in place, for no reason whatsoever. Other times I don't, when I should.

There is a kid in my office that has this pile of paper. Not sure what it is or why we are still killing trees but it must be three feet high and it is so perfect. It's like a ream of paper. Every time I walk past it, I want to mess it up. He has to be OCD.

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